It's late and i'm tired.
My BIO project draft is due in a few hours. Ugh. And i'm not done yet.
No time to tell a lot here.
Tomorrow.. I mean later! I'll update this lame blog and make it kool. HAHA.
If I can, that is.
I wanna sleep!!
LATER!
Friday, May 9, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Life so far..
Sigh...
I have nothing to say.
Well, actually i do. HAHA.
My life now is becoming better. I don't feel useless anymore. Uuhh. Harsh. HAHA.
By the way, i found this really cool but violent website and i found out there is more to this world. I now know how CRUEL people can be. Being abused, shot, killed.. EVERYTHING. I'm really really really grateful that I live here. Of course THERE IS trouble here and there but not as severe.
Anyway, i have nothing else to say so i just put photos here. HEHE.
That's all i guess.
I'm hungry.
TATA.
I have nothing to say.
Well, actually i do. HAHA.
My life now is becoming better. I don't feel useless anymore. Uuhh. Harsh. HAHA.
By the way, i found this really cool but violent website and i found out there is more to this world. I now know how CRUEL people can be. Being abused, shot, killed.. EVERYTHING. I'm really really really grateful that I live here. Of course THERE IS trouble here and there but not as severe.
Anyway, i have nothing else to say so i just put photos here. HEHE.
us at rizqun; story time
the women in my family. HAHA.
my grandma and me
Soo, i guess now you know how I looked like cause' I didn't post any photo of me. HAHA.
That's all i guess.
I'm hungry.
TATA.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Being "high"
HALO..
Yea2, I know. Haven't been updating this blog. But seriously, who cares? This blog is LAME.
Anyways, a lot had happened lately. Lazy to talk about it.
AND yeah, SAGU is a GREAT FRIEND! She's really caring. She won't get annoyed easily. Even her laughter can make you forget your problems. Seriously! HAHA.
Soooo...
it's actually late right now. Around 12am. Everyone's asleep. I'm on my break. Have to continue studying later. And no, I'm not having a BIG exam. It's just my monthly tests. Yeah2, I'm such a geek, studying late for that. But after having the worst results ever on my earlier tests, I SERIOUSLY need to improve my freaking grades.
So this week, I have to drink coffee at night so I can stay up late studying and in the morning so I won't fall asleep in class. And to have the energy and 'excitement' to study at night, I ate chocolate and drink cold milk. YUMMM... And damn, I never thought it actually works. I mean, after a while, I was shouting, singing loudly, laughing for no reasons and actually having fun studying. HAHA. Lame.. I know. BUT it was sooo FUN! So the next few days after i first tried that, it kindda becomes my routine every night. HAHA.
Sigh...
I'm sooo bored. And this blog is more boring. No pictures, No funny stuff, No nothing... Izzy was right. I've celebrate my boyfriend's birthday a few days earlier but i didn't take any pictures to post in here. You see? I'm so Lame.
Ok, i'm done here. Bye!
Yea2, I know. Haven't been updating this blog. But seriously, who cares? This blog is LAME.
Anyways, a lot had happened lately. Lazy to talk about it.
AND yeah, SAGU is a GREAT FRIEND! She's really caring. She won't get annoyed easily. Even her laughter can make you forget your problems. Seriously! HAHA.
Soooo...
it's actually late right now. Around 12am. Everyone's asleep. I'm on my break. Have to continue studying later. And no, I'm not having a BIG exam. It's just my monthly tests. Yeah2, I'm such a geek, studying late for that. But after having the worst results ever on my earlier tests, I SERIOUSLY need to improve my freaking grades.
So this week, I have to drink coffee at night so I can stay up late studying and in the morning so I won't fall asleep in class. And to have the energy and 'excitement' to study at night, I ate chocolate and drink cold milk. YUMMM... And damn, I never thought it actually works. I mean, after a while, I was shouting, singing loudly, laughing for no reasons and actually having fun studying. HAHA. Lame.. I know. BUT it was sooo FUN! So the next few days after i first tried that, it kindda becomes my routine every night. HAHA.
Sigh...
I'm sooo bored. And this blog is more boring. No pictures, No funny stuff, No nothing... Izzy was right. I've celebrate my boyfriend's birthday a few days earlier but i didn't take any pictures to post in here. You see? I'm so Lame.
Ok, i'm done here. Bye!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Sagu, this one's for you
Hello Everyone, hello Cat.
I had a convo with Amalia. We talked about homeworks and we talked bout Sagu.
I know, I did mentioned about her in my other blog. But this time, she is really worth to talk about.
Cat don't you dare try to hide the truth that you too adore her.
;P
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
sometimes you remind me of my sister
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
whaaaatt
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
banar-banar kan ajar/tolong aku
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
apa? nda banar kah kau mau minta ajar ani?
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahah
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
DUDE, BANAR KALIAH
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha awu awu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
gtau sja ahh bila
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
and sagu reminds me of my mum
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
supaya aku buleh pakai laptop lagi satu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
ur mum? matii kali
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i rely too much on sagu
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
and sagu seems to be patient with my "stupid-ness"
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
awu ahh banar tu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
yet, she still love me for who i am and praised me if i did something good
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i guess she just wants me to be a better person
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha yeaaahh
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i have such awesome friends
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
ai jan waahh
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahaha
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
=P
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
that's why last year time awal tahun, mr albert suruh kami describe urg siring kami, aku buat ia "M=Miracle"
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
kambang ko ni eh
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
awww
in front (R) that is Sagu. No, not the one who's eating. That's Hajar! ;p
In loving memory of Sagu..
I had a convo with Amalia. We talked about homeworks and we talked bout Sagu.
I know, I did mentioned about her in my other blog. But this time, she is really worth to talk about.
Cat don't you dare try to hide the truth that you too adore her.
;P
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
sometimes you remind me of my sister
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
whaaaatt
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
banar-banar kan ajar/tolong aku
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
apa? nda banar kah kau mau minta ajar ani?
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahah
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
DUDE, BANAR KALIAH
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha awu awu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
gtau sja ahh bila
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
and sagu reminds me of my mum
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
supaya aku buleh pakai laptop lagi satu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
ur mum? matii kali
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i rely too much on sagu
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
and sagu seems to be patient with my "stupid-ness"
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
awu ahh banar tu
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
yet, she still love me for who i am and praised me if i did something good
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i guess she just wants me to be a better person
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
haha yeaaahh
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
i have such awesome friends
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
ai jan waahh
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
hahaha
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
=P
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
that's why last year time awal tahun, mr albert suruh kami describe urg siring kami, aku buat ia "M=Miracle"
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
kambang ko ni eh
for the godess i adore, i hope you get an atomic bomb on you says:
hahah
*3jobless counting stars again wohoo. ;D says:
awww
in front (R) that is Sagu. No, not the one who's eating. That's Hajar! ;p
In loving memory of Sagu..
Sunday, March 16, 2008
What the heck?!
This morning didn't start off well.
I dreamt of something really weird and i really shouldn't have that dream. HAHA. And no, I'm not gonna tell you guys what that freaking dream is. It's so embarassing! Anyway, i was the last one to wake up so after i brush my teeth, i went outside to the living room and sit at the sofa, holding my phone. My mum, busy with the exercising machine, out of nowhere said to me,
mum: Mobile, mobile saja. Kalau nada mobile tu, buleh... apa tu? *probably looking at my sis*
(Mobile, mobile, mobile. If you don't have it, you'll... whats that word?
alice: mental.
(mental.)
mum: awu. Mental.
(yea, mental.)
mann,
how can you NOT be annoyed when someone complain about you in the morning?! I mean, I love my mum a lot and she's great but really, i can't stand bad comments especially early in the morning!
Anyway, now that we're talking about my mum.. Hehehe. She kinda annoy me about this married talk. Not exactly married talk but close. It will all start when i start complaining about how BORED i am and no elder sis or bro or cousins to drive me anywhere to hang out. And then she'll reply me by telling me to study hard so i can have good job with high salary so i can have my own car and go shopping and whatever. AND THEN she'll say, getting married early can't enjoy, can't start shopping cause baby is the first priority. (Oh man, why am i feeling guilty? HAHA)
Ehem,
I'm sure that was meant for me. HAHA. Just because i have a boyfriend doesn't mean i'll end up getting married early. But... anything is possible..... OK MY POINT is, that is the kind of life i'm trying to avoid. Not able to enjoy anything because of the responsibility of taking care of the offspring. Well, for people who love kids, that's a good thing.
So MUM.....
Don't worry! I wanna have lots and lots and lots of $$$ first and enjoy myself with the $$$ i earned, thennn the Baby Plan comes in. Ok? HAHA.
But to have lots of $$, i need to have a job with high salary. To have high salary, i need to have Scholarship to take degree and stuff. To have the scholarship, i need to study hard. And looking at my situation now... Emmm not so good. HAHA. I have my freaking O'Level this year and i am still relaxing. Damn Me! HAHA.
Andd...
I think i forget what i want to write next... Ahhh.. Fine then, i'll write about it next time. HAHA.
OK Tata!
p.s: LOVE TEDDY! And SORRY MUM!
I dreamt of something really weird and i really shouldn't have that dream. HAHA. And no, I'm not gonna tell you guys what that freaking dream is. It's so embarassing! Anyway, i was the last one to wake up so after i brush my teeth, i went outside to the living room and sit at the sofa, holding my phone. My mum, busy with the exercising machine, out of nowhere said to me,
mum: Mobile, mobile saja. Kalau nada mobile tu, buleh... apa tu? *probably looking at my sis*
(Mobile, mobile, mobile. If you don't have it, you'll... whats that word?
alice: mental.
(mental.)
mum: awu. Mental.
(yea, mental.)
mann,
how can you NOT be annoyed when someone complain about you in the morning?! I mean, I love my mum a lot and she's great but really, i can't stand bad comments especially early in the morning!
Anyway, now that we're talking about my mum.. Hehehe. She kinda annoy me about this married talk. Not exactly married talk but close. It will all start when i start complaining about how BORED i am and no elder sis or bro or cousins to drive me anywhere to hang out. And then she'll reply me by telling me to study hard so i can have good job with high salary so i can have my own car and go shopping and whatever. AND THEN she'll say, getting married early can't enjoy, can't start shopping cause baby is the first priority. (Oh man, why am i feeling guilty? HAHA)
Ehem,
I'm sure that was meant for me. HAHA. Just because i have a boyfriend doesn't mean i'll end up getting married early. But... anything is possible..... OK MY POINT is, that is the kind of life i'm trying to avoid. Not able to enjoy anything because of the responsibility of taking care of the offspring. Well, for people who love kids, that's a good thing.
So MUM.....
Don't worry! I wanna have lots and lots and lots of $$$ first and enjoy myself with the $$$ i earned, thennn the Baby Plan comes in. Ok? HAHA.
But to have lots of $$, i need to have a job with high salary. To have high salary, i need to have Scholarship to take degree and stuff. To have the scholarship, i need to study hard. And looking at my situation now... Emmm not so good. HAHA. I have my freaking O'Level this year and i am still relaxing. Damn Me! HAHA.
Andd...
I think i forget what i want to write next... Ahhh.. Fine then, i'll write about it next time. HAHA.
OK Tata!
p.s: LOVE TEDDY! And SORRY MUM!
Friday, March 14, 2008
normal boring day
sigh..
bored bored bored. I have nothing to do. Well, actually i do but ugh, i'm too lazy. I want to go somewhere and just chill. But i can't. Damn it, I'm going crazy soon!
Anyway,
i've been doing some thinking about this and that, my life and others lately. Here's a question:
Have you ever felt like a fat woman DESPERATELY wants to be thin? You know, the feeling. Not literally.
I have. It sucks. I regret i didn't start improving myself earlier. What i'm freaking talking about, you ask? Well, something. That bothers me lately. Hehe. Too lazy to write about it now.
I think i have to go do stuff now.
Bye.
bored bored bored. I have nothing to do. Well, actually i do but ugh, i'm too lazy. I want to go somewhere and just chill. But i can't. Damn it, I'm going crazy soon!
Anyway,
i've been doing some thinking about this and that, my life and others lately. Here's a question:
Have you ever felt like a fat woman DESPERATELY wants to be thin? You know, the feeling. Not literally.
I have. It sucks. I regret i didn't start improving myself earlier. What i'm freaking talking about, you ask? Well, something. That bothers me lately. Hehe. Too lazy to write about it now.
I think i have to go do stuff now.
Bye.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Binge Thinker
Wahhh..............
i thought i'm gonna be excited about this blog thingy. Unfortunately, NOT! I feel lazy just to even think about it. Anywayyyy, today is emm..thursday. Last 2 days i was supposed to update my freaking blog because stuff happened & i think i need to write about that here. So here it goes..
TUESDAY
Errr.. A bad day for me. Aunt Flo came, moody early in the morning, think about stupid stuff... Results for Topical Test 1 came out, i got my worst results after all these years in Maktab Sains. Moody level up. Did physics exercise, i couldn't do it, my friend could do it, feel sooo stupid, almost cried. sigh.... Ate lunch, chilli sauce stained my freaking shirt. Chemistry afternoon class, broke something, stained my freaking skirt orange. Afiq (guy in my class) said it looked like mences. Damn, what a coincidence. HAHA. I survived.
WEDNESDAY
English speech. I was second to go infront, thanks to Afiq (yes, he's probably my 'bad luck' charm. HAHA. Kidding Afiq!) I was freaking nervous!! Hypothermia hit me, i was shaking. LAME eh!!!! besides that, emmmm... I don't remember.
TODAY
I found out I am a binge thinker.
ADIOZ!!
p.s: I love Ming Hui!
i thought i'm gonna be excited about this blog thingy. Unfortunately, NOT! I feel lazy just to even think about it. Anywayyyy, today is emm..thursday. Last 2 days i was supposed to update my freaking blog because stuff happened & i think i need to write about that here. So here it goes..
TUESDAY
Errr.. A bad day for me. Aunt Flo came, moody early in the morning, think about stupid stuff... Results for Topical Test 1 came out, i got my worst results after all these years in Maktab Sains. Moody level up. Did physics exercise, i couldn't do it, my friend could do it, feel sooo stupid, almost cried. sigh.... Ate lunch, chilli sauce stained my freaking shirt. Chemistry afternoon class, broke something, stained my freaking skirt orange. Afiq (guy in my class) said it looked like mences. Damn, what a coincidence. HAHA. I survived.
WEDNESDAY
English speech. I was second to go infront, thanks to Afiq (yes, he's probably my 'bad luck' charm. HAHA. Kidding Afiq!) I was freaking nervous!! Hypothermia hit me, i was shaking. LAME eh!!!! besides that, emmmm... I don't remember.
TODAY
I found out I am a binge thinker.
ADIOZ!!
p.s: I love Ming Hui!
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